the long dreaded As results is finally released. even though i'm quite happy about it, had to control appearing happy. i even brought my shades to prepare for hiding red and awfully swollen eyes puffing like a pufferfish and teeny-weeny eyes that of johns'. i made a right choice in taking 3subs in the first place, and didn't waste time continuing with the Ss. even the 4As student got ungraded for those, how much worst can i get. but now, my future is so uncertain, like a total mystery.

met my classmates after such a long time, and as usual our eating outings at some nice place. so today is seoul's garden, where we could eat to our stomachs content. our flykite-picnic-steamboat-rowboat-cycle-etc plan since beginning of last year till now still wasn't carried out.hahah.

i'm thankful to have miss soh as my CT and GP tutor. compared to those who always bitch about their CTs , i think i'm the luckiest to have the BEST CT, who didn't scold me for ponning schools ever so often or demand any parents letter, yet asked if' i'm alright the next day. makes me feel so bad, hahaha. even that long time ago when miss k caught me, she still comforted me saying how miss k sucks. i hand up almost every single gp assignment late, cos i hated doing it and yet she doen't hurry or scold me. even though she's always saying how my essay has no links, and made me feel like telling her its just that she can't see it or doodle bridges everywhere, i learnt to write a good essay. she spoonfeeds us with lotsa notes and model essays, bursting my gp file. we gave up but she still doesn't give up on us - quoted from sheena. oops, i sound like a horrible student. hahaha.

usually when you gain one, you'll lose one. so when i get a good ct and gp tutor, i get a sucky chem teacher who think he's the smartest person on earth. everytime someone asks a question, he'll be commenting how its so common sense and in-your-notes/tutorial. i pity his classes where they have no route of escape when he's lecturing in a particular LT in the old campus. then they'll find that they're the only ones around in the empty LT, while everyone u-turn to another venue upon seeing him being the lecturer of the day. he falls asleep in chem lectures himself with his mouth wide open, and i regretted not throwing a cockroach inside. hahaha! his lessons are lullabies unless you drink 10 shots of espressos right before you step into the room. so attending or not makes no difference at all. he was sacastically asking how i managed to do well for chem promos, probably thinking i don't look nerdy enough to deserve such grades. or maybe he's trying to say he teaches well thats why i did well, which is definitely not the case. oh well, at least that motivated me to prove him wrong.

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