always.

Thursday, March 29, 2007

cherry, represents cherish.

...cherish, or lose it.

in the new office now. i've got lotsa stuffs to do and learn as well. time passes by so quickly when you have lotsa things to do, and you'll tend to forget alot of things done previosly. and after much typing, you can type without even have to glance at your keyboard.

waiting for this TNT courier to come to pick up the docs to send to aussie before 12, but now its already 12 plus and he hasn't even arrived. docs picked up after 12 would not arrive in 2 days, and this application if doesnt arrive in 2 days, the notarised chop would be deemed invalid cos it expieres exactly 2 days later, and the application would be rejected. then i'll DIE!!! - cos the client's dad is a lawyer, a very FIERCE and busy indian man- which i probably will, cos that screwed up TNT hasn't even arrived yet.

but anyway, its so comfy in the office, cos i have my own desk and com. soon i'll have my namecard!! everything here is completely new. but the chair is abit too low. i would prefer those backings which stretches above your head, like those big bosses sit kind which would be better for the back in preventing back and shoulder aches. there's titbits like wang wang and fererro rocher. but it doesnt have milo. =((( so i can't make milo dinosaur or godzilla.

its so tiring everyday. yest my mum forced me to drink some dunno what soup which i'm unable to sleep after that nomatter how tired i was, so i'm so sleepy now. but at least, i'll be meeting serene tmr! yays, meeting them makes me happy and recharged.

i think smu is kinda effective. less than 24 hours after i sent in my application, i've gotten a call for interview. maybe mine is the top envelop since its submitted last, so i'll have the privilege to have mine open first the next day. haha. the office lady was quite kind too, to receive our payments after it closed for the day.

Wednesday, March 28, 2007

i'll make it a short one. and that is... i'm so exhausted, but i've got tonnes to say... tmr then..

NIGHTS.

Monday, March 26, 2007

nearly died carrying those books and files and notes to school for dict and eunice. finally back home in my comfy bed with backache =(( hahha, like some feeble old woman getting backaches here and there, but it was damn heavy.

was quite tired so took a cab down to smu. but apparently the taxi driver doesn't know which building it was and he just go round and round, and the meter just continued jumping. felt so cheated. by the time we reached there it was already closed, but the very nice lady still accepted the payments etc. if she didn't, i think i'll just void my application, and forget about it, and tear all the docs in front of them. hahah.

Sunday, March 25, 2007

excuses...

Saturday, March 24, 2007

i didn't believe retributions or rather consequences do happen, till it nearly did. not to me though. but i don't wish for it to happen either, nomatter how mean she was to me.

i'm so tired and lazy to get out of my house, that i only feel like sleeping and reading in my comfy bed the whole weekend. i need tonnes and millions of hours of sleep to replenish my energy drained from the rollercoaster rides.
youdonthavetoemphasizeonthatsoobviously

Friday, March 23, 2007

what a bad way to start the day from a call from that secretary which woke me up from my slumber. she just started pms-ing, and gave me a cacophony of scoldings which i don't bother much to argue so i just kept quiet. she's being picky and thats her problem, but to cut the story short, she just totally spoiled my day. but then in office, my boss just thinks its her fault.

den met angie in the evening. i was quite late, but patience is a virtue, remember to master that yea. =) she insisted that there's no tcc at the place i'm gg to bring her to until i threatened to place a bet, which i think i'm definitely going to win cos i've been there before and even gotten lost. hahah! was surprised to see alicia there, so we joined them. yays... free drink, but i bugged aundrea to make another drink for me cos the i couldn't take un-decaf coffee. she came back with this super sweet drink with extra syrup. and she ordered the chef to give me extra big pizza which was damn filling. den walked around boat and clark quay. some funny incident happened as we passed by the gay bar. hahahahs, it seems so interesting inside, i wanna go in some day and look at how gays behave! ouch, my pretty new heels are killing me, and thats why they are called killer heels.

Thursday, March 22, 2007

sian.. uni application is so troublesome. have to submit this and that, and i couldn't even find my cca record, and it still has to be verified by sa. actually i'm just applying smu in case i wanna change my mind, but i'm just lazy.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SERENE!!

met serene angie and peace to have dinner, then went mex brenner at esplanade for choc fondue! mex brenner has the nicest choc fondue!! wheeee.. had a great and fun time, and endless to talk about. just love them loads! we were playing around with the leftover choc and marshmallow like mixing it here and there, and swirling it around, lumping it together. and when it cooled, it became a toffee!! so cool right. hahaha, now we can make our own toffee! then discussed about our slumber party. yays, going to be so fun. check your mailbox yea =)
before that, met mel and jason brought us to visit around nus, and to crash lectures. oh but we weren't really successful in crashing lectures, cos the first one we went to was political science, which was super boring, so we left 5 mins after that. the lecturer was just talking nonsense and everyone is just having picnic and online or playing some street fighter inside the lecture. hahha. the other lectures are like chinese studies(eew??) and some sociology lect which is kinda full. sociology was talking about some interesting stuff(hurhur), but wasted that it was packed. this trip is like some workout session, cos there's stairs and slopes all over. we're just totally unfit now. so scary and unlike of jc, where everyone around seems so serious and doing their stuffs while we were like the only ones joking around and laughing at mel's umbrella unglamness.haha.

wheeee.. cam whoring time. hahah. we both look spastic!

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

was quite happy that i got accepted into NAFA, but then facing objections from my parents, i guess i wouldn't be entering my this dream school afterall. haiz.. i think education is such a troublesome affair in life with so much to worry about. first, about not finishing your tutorials or assignments or projects, then to exams, results. even after results, you still have to be troubled over courses and which school. sometimes, having too many choices isn't a good thing either. especially so when its about the same thing but just variations in condition and each having its plus points. why can't all these plus points merge and become this ultimate best solution.

then another thing. i've gotten a new job, which seems quite nice. but i can't really bear to leave the current one, cos of all the yummy food and slack environment, nice boss. i've grown to quite like that old dog actually, which i was very afraid of initially. i think i would prefer a old dog to a puppy, cos i'm scared of dogs who bark, but its impossible to find a dumb dog; and i'm scared of hyperactive dogs cos they seem so threatening. but this old dog doesnt bark much at me recently and its always sleeping. so i'm not that afraid of it afterall. oh yes, and i'll miss all the yummy food from all around singapore that my boss brings me for lunch. better have some shark's fin/lobster/abalone before i won't have it in a long time to come. and speaking about food, its makng me hungry now. haha, think i'll let serene/peace take over me, since they're always saying how i have this "job-luck" or super lucky, so now i'm passing some luck to them! my mum once told me about this career line that runs straight through the palms from the middle finger (right for girls and left for guys), and since mine runs deep and long, its probably destined. i hope i'm given my own comp/laptop for the new job, or have my own cubicle which i wouldn't be disturbed by, then i can go online and slack!

kinda miss wearing the sa uni. i would think thats the nicest uni among the other jcs, and even when comparing it to sec schools. so in conclusion, its just the nicest in singapore. didn't quite prefer the ij uni tough i tot was quite nice, cos of the fuss over the placement of belts, and the rule that it has to be attatched to the back. so i totally ripped it off on the last day of Os. aundrea decided that we should go out one day wearing that, or "crash" and pretend to be j1/2s.oh i guess that would be fun!

Sunday, March 18, 2007

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EUNICE!

a sudden inspiration strucked upon, and decided to dig out this particular photo to make this! a wave of nostalgia upon seeing all the silly and funny section pics. awww..

met mel, xulun and her fren, and xinyi. went over to join them at starbucks and had a mega "sharing session" and talking about totally random stuffs. then made our way to get a peep at the breakdance comp. stupid mel posted my super unglam pic on her blog. you better watch out!! i'll dig out some of ur unglam pics too!! HURHUR.

past few days were just sleeping the entire day. could barely stay awake for 2 hours, and back to sleep again. such a pig life. just feel like swallowing the entire box of panadol. in future, i'll invent a miracle pill from the combination of 8dose of paracetamol plus some secret formula, that would heel all illness at a instant with just one pill, which could even bring a person on his deathbed to running and jumping about 10 minutes after consuming. whheee..

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

hate it that misfortunes usually occur one after another. first is some white/yellow dot on the lower cornea which i found out is some cornea ulcer. eew how gross... so i have to wear specs and look toot the next few days/week. then, next follows with minor sorethroat/cough escalating into a state of being bed-ridden. how complementary can these 2 be.
andimissyou.

Monday, March 12, 2007

300 was nice! wasn't as gory as i thought it would be. this may sound sadistic, but the way they slashed each other and chopping off of heads etc, were really cool, with the effects of splattering of blood which is damn nice. i'm wondering how they managed to get like over a few thousands of people with toned muscular bodies each with 8packs and above. it must have cost billions for this major production.

yea, so met dan and surong again. thats the last time i'll ever see him with hair. i've been meeting him alot huh. i bet u're sick of seeing me 4 times in a week! but nvm, not anymore for the next 2 years. YAYS! (hurhur kidding)

Sunday, March 11, 2007

haha, i think i'm just very fickle minded. just a week ago, i was quite determined to get into fashion marketing despite objections from my parents, and was totally uninterested in any uni courses. a few days later, after hearing my brothers' saying about how the working world judges one on its school and cert, i've decided that nafa probably wouldn't get me far so maybe i shall do marketing instead. then, a few days ago at dan's hse with serene and peace, we saw his uni application, and i didn't even feel like entering uni or continue studying at all. at the sight of all the compulsary business foundation module, the thought of taking business and having to integrate these alienic stuffs into my next 2 years was a turn-off.

then just today, after visiting nus, i suddenly became ambitious and wanted to take double degree in business and sth else; take up the university scholar program cos it offers alot of opportunities; join the stud exchange prog in some other overseas uni, i want to go especially havard or oxford cos it sounds prestigious! if they're going to send me to some china/india uni, i die also won't go. i'll probably fail everthing there cos i'll have absolutely no idea what they're talking about, and i'll take forever just to finish a single piece of chinese essay cos i'll need to check up the dictionary for every single word. then i would do everything, even if i don't complete all that i need within 4 years, to get a first class honours, cos its sounds nice and sth to be proud of. comparing gold and gold w honours, which one would you prefer? of cos the one with honours right?! cos its an honour to get honours. and cos my brother is taking honours, i wanna take as well. and since he's going france for 2 years, i wanna go somewhere comparable or even better. then saw a fren who's the vp of some business club and i jokingly said i want to be the pres, and he said he'll train me. yay! i want to be a director or some very big-shot post in future that everyone will kowtow upon seeing, earning 10k or more a month and owning ferraris and big mansion that looks like palace. but i guess my dream is just too far-fetched. and its only temporary. i guess i'll change my mind after a few days. and i guess after gg smu tmr, i'll have a different set of dreams.

angie (my classmate) was doubting if i can wake up so early and reach pp at 8. and i especially woke up earlier than usual - even though i only had 3-4 hours of sleep and knowing everyone else would be late as usual - just to prove to her i can! all her fault.. i'm super tired! then limjie led us to this part of pp which i know of its existence only today.

Thursday, March 8, 2007

stayed over at daniel's house that night, and serene nearly got kidnapped by a truck of blacks while waiting at the bus stop opp ascencion. she was so freaked out and hurried me to go over. hahah. if they kidnap me, it will be their misfortune, cos i'll kick them down the truck and make them roll a few hundred metres before they get bang down by other cars, then control the truck and make it spoil. when we went back again to fetch peace, she called out her name and this woman turned around, so she waved happily at her, thinking it was peace. but that woman didn't wave back and it wasn't her! hahahaha! he asked us there just to watch him watch his korean dramas, so we self entertained ourselves to ransacking his room and stuffs. looking through the old photos brought back memories, and many changed alot in appearance since j1. i wonder how peace and dan could stay up the entire night, while my eyes were already half closed by the time the match starts. couldn't fall asleep nomatter how tired i was cos they were making so much noise, singing that barca song, and hoping barca would score another goal. quite impossible though. they were rejoicing over liverpool's many hits on the pole instead of the big hole. oh well, but barca was still knocked out. LOL! was so tired the next morn, and i think i was awoken up by dan's irritating parroting of my name.

then was supposed to meet them again in the evening, together with surong and angie, but that SOMEONE apparently didn't inform the 2 of them, and the 3 of them all pangsehed me. how irritating. so ended up meeting the 2 of them for pursuit of happYness.

happYness, each to his own expectations, is quite subjective. even simple things that makes one happy could be a happiness, but one may not realise it until he/she loses it. i'm glad to have these frens.

Monday, March 5, 2007

i'm soooooo tired, this shall be short.

i realised i've gotten 2 mosquito bites, a cluster of 3 bites by whichever insect, and one big sting by a bee which is swelling like a tumour now. i've never ever gotten bitten by a bee , and i dun wanna die so early. i forgot how the bee looks like, but its a very HUGE one. hopefully its stings aren't poisonous or maglinant if not i'll have limited days.

oh no. i haven even prep anything for tomorrow's test which i said i was going to since 8 days ago, but i just ended up procrastinating and got nothing done.

i was asked to fix the network connections of the comps, and try to connect them, but i know nothing about it at all. instead i ended up deleting one whole drive of data(OH NO!!). i better secretly retrieve it all.

tadaa! dinner at the fav restaurant with the usual pple.

Saturday, March 3, 2007

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DING DONG BELL!!

Friday, March 2, 2007

the long dreaded As results is finally released. even though i'm quite happy about it, had to control appearing happy. i even brought my shades to prepare for hiding red and awfully swollen eyes puffing like a pufferfish and teeny-weeny eyes that of johns'. i made a right choice in taking 3subs in the first place, and didn't waste time continuing with the Ss. even the 4As student got ungraded for those, how much worst can i get. but now, my future is so uncertain, like a total mystery.

met my classmates after such a long time, and as usual our eating outings at some nice place. so today is seoul's garden, where we could eat to our stomachs content. our flykite-picnic-steamboat-rowboat-cycle-etc plan since beginning of last year till now still wasn't carried out.hahah.

i'm thankful to have miss soh as my CT and GP tutor. compared to those who always bitch about their CTs , i think i'm the luckiest to have the BEST CT, who didn't scold me for ponning schools ever so often or demand any parents letter, yet asked if' i'm alright the next day. makes me feel so bad, hahaha. even that long time ago when miss k caught me, she still comforted me saying how miss k sucks. i hand up almost every single gp assignment late, cos i hated doing it and yet she doen't hurry or scold me. even though she's always saying how my essay has no links, and made me feel like telling her its just that she can't see it or doodle bridges everywhere, i learnt to write a good essay. she spoonfeeds us with lotsa notes and model essays, bursting my gp file. we gave up but she still doesn't give up on us - quoted from sheena. oops, i sound like a horrible student. hahaha.

usually when you gain one, you'll lose one. so when i get a good ct and gp tutor, i get a sucky chem teacher who think he's the smartest person on earth. everytime someone asks a question, he'll be commenting how its so common sense and in-your-notes/tutorial. i pity his classes where they have no route of escape when he's lecturing in a particular LT in the old campus. then they'll find that they're the only ones around in the empty LT, while everyone u-turn to another venue upon seeing him being the lecturer of the day. he falls asleep in chem lectures himself with his mouth wide open, and i regretted not throwing a cockroach inside. hahaha! his lessons are lullabies unless you drink 10 shots of espressos right before you step into the room. so attending or not makes no difference at all. he was sacastically asking how i managed to do well for chem promos, probably thinking i don't look nerdy enough to deserve such grades. or maybe he's trying to say he teaches well thats why i did well, which is definitely not the case. oh well, at least that motivated me to prove him wrong.