Right now, I'm troubled over the complicated matters that I've brought upon myself with the limit of time, worried about the consequences if things happen and each party communicates the little whitelies. Uncertain of results, so i'm just waiting and waiting for time to come by and hoping everything will turn out fine. Things just got messed up cos of the middleman, well sucks when your future is under their control, and they are so concern about ethics and blahblahblah. Ok by right, according to their webbie, its being unethical, but well if it means having a glimpse of hope of much greater opportunities into the direction I've set my future on, why not? Wells, it only serve me right if I don't get what I want.
